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hello baby, happy first monthsary to us. i can't believe time passed so fast, i feel like i'm being robbed of my time with you, i need more and more so i can be with you at all times and more even more memories.

being with you, i feel comfortable. i feel safe. i don't know what is it about you that makes me feel like it's home. i can be myself, to be naked and vulnerable without being embarrassed about it. you're just felt so warm to be with, that i want to relish in forever. to be in your hugs, receiving your kisses, hearing your little blabbers. i want that for a long, long time. can we have that?

i'm grateful to god, and everyone else, and all the situations i'm in that made it possible for us to meet again after a year of not seeing each other. it must be fate, it has to be, how else will we see each other again and have mutual friends? it says a lot, huh? we healed, getting ready to be the best version of ourselves and just want to maintain the most healthy and loving relationship, we met each other at the right time.

thank you for loving me so hard and seriously, i never felt so loved before. your love felt sincere to me. it touched my heart in many ways it hasn't experienced before. how lucky am i to have a girl to love a simple guy like me? if you say i'm deserving of your love then i will continue to do the right things, so that one day i can say i do deserve shin ryujins's love. thank you for holding my hand and hug me tight whenever i feel stressed or low, you don't question me and pull me into your embrace. it's all i needed. thank you for showing me how much you love me even through simple actions.

it's not always going to be easy, we know that deep down. timezones and responsibilities will hold us back but not always. i'll be here whenever you need to be heard, to be held, to be loved. i'll stay up even if it means resolving a gap in our fights. i just want to be responsible for you. tell me whenever i accidentally hurt your feelings, i hope you know whatever i say, my intention is never to hurt you. and i will not love you any lesser, regardless of fights and such. it'll maintain and grow each other, as i discover more of your beauty and flaws.

i love you so much, my dear. it's a ridiculously long letter but i believe i have penned down my utmost sincere thoughts here and i hope you feel it down to your heart.

i'm glad we exist at the same time, and to be together.